June 29th, 2002

hedwig (by radiocure)

Life as a House

Twenty five years of hating what you live in, hating what you are.

and who says synchronicity is bullshit? Damn you, Jung.

Is it really so easy to clear out the trash and cobwebs, and set things right? To quote Kiss of the Spider Woman "Only in the movies"

But I'll be damned if I'm not going to try. Too many signs lately are saying that this emotional bill has come due: this movie, Mom's heart issues, conversations with Dad, my imminent twenty-fifth birthday, the book stephanie lent me that's about a man's relationship with his fucked up brother, all of this happening now is a sign I can't ignore.

A few days ago, I was considering letting this get the best of me, giving up yet again.

I don't want to give up any more. I've given up too much already, twenty-five years.
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