Broken glass sends shivers down my bottle

Just tweaked my LJ Interests. I'm trying to make the 150 interests as a whole accurately reflect me as a person. I'm not there yet, but I'm significantly happier now that I've changed six of them. I plan on changing my bio this weekend, so I blanked it out (can you feel the mounting anticipation?).

I have to give a tour at 1p tomorrow, so I need to shave and hit the hay.

Goodnight, everyone. Thanks for making another day special for me.

P.S. steffer71, I can't call you because I deleted your phone number email, and all I can remember is your old cell phone number. My roomates cleared the Caller ID the other day before I could look it up that way. Call back and leave your number, or email it to me.

This may be the truest quiz I've ever taken.


What is your CORPORATE PERSONALITY?
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You're a CUSTOMER SERVICE REPRESENTATIVE. You always have a smile on your face and a happy tone in your voice, regardless of what you're feeling on the inside. If there's a problem, you just smile and nod; after all, you're just working this job until you find something better.

For those who don't remember, I am a crisis phone worker, about as close to service rep as you get in human services!

For long time fans of the show, you may remember my posts about Ben, the number three love of my life. For those new to the program, check out this post for some info. This is a friends only entry, so if you aren't on my friends list, you'll have to ask to see it, and I'll email it to you (my roomates cannot see it). Well, he ships out on December 3^rd finally, so he is here for the weekend. Anyway, my point . . .

A few months ago, I realized that I don't love him anymore, that the crush had finally passed. Now I feel like he's a complete stranger, like the only thing I knew about him was that I loved him so hard. Part of me doesn't want to rediscover a friendship with him; I'm afraid to fall in love with him again. Dammit, I have no right to feel this way.

It doesn't help that he was wearing a skin tight bar shirt when I got home. He's lost weight, but he still looks good.

I just bleached my hair on a whim. Couldn't get all the red dye out, so I have this cool streak effect. It looks like I bleached my hair and then highlighted orange. It's cool, but not very me, so I probably won't keep it this way for long. As soon as I get a pic back, I will make a userpic.