Dr. Hapgood, your cruise director (hapgood) wrote,
Dr. Hapgood, your cruise director

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music: bare before god

Just spent the last couple hours REALLY listening to the Bare bootleg.

I'd say wow, but it really is the wrong connotation.

I know that I'll hear the flaws in the music later on, but right now I'm so caught up in the raw emotion. I only get to do this when a show is new to me, so I need to enjoy it while it lasts.

I keep listening from the song Bare through the end, and I just keep crying. It's like being a teen again, unable to control the intensity of my emotions. To feel so trapped by a situation. such pain.

I keep asking myself "why" like a small child, trying to argue myself out of the pain by arguing away the situation.

I can't believe I ever thought that this show was carrying a subversive politcal agenda. More on that later, when I'm rational again. For now, I'm just crushed and bare before god, or whoever gives us music that touches us this deeply.

I forgive YOU, Father.
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