crushedI'd say wow, but it really is the wrong connotation.
I know that I'll hear the flaws in the music later on, but right now I'm so caught up in the raw emotion. I only get to do this when a show is new to me, so I need to enjoy it while it lasts.
I keep listening from the song Bare through the end, and I just keep crying. It's like being a teen again, unable to control the intensity of my emotions. To feel so trapped by a situation. such pain.
I keep asking myself "why" like a small child, trying to argue myself out of the pain by arguing away the situation.
I can't believe I ever thought that this show was carrying a subversive politcal agenda. More on that later, when I'm rational again. For now, I'm just crushed and bare before god, or whoever gives us music that touches us this deeply.
I forgive YOU, Father.
