I made it all the way until 244p before I realized that my self-inflicted exile from LJ was over, that I could once again check and see what's been going on with people who I've dearly wanted to check on in the last three weeks.

and then I started to feel a little nauseated, as the responsibility of picking back up the mantle of LJ settled, a task that often took at least an hour of my day, each day.

I guess I'll be making changes in the next few days/weeks, trying to balance out my desire to reach out and touch (for some of you, grope would be more accurate) people are fascinate me, and my desire to not feel so shackled to it.

I think I have an answer (sorry for the SOC style post). Time limit; I read as much as I can in twenty minutes until I make time for all other responsibilities in my life as well.


I've missed you.