I earned a free online tarot reading, and this was the interpretation of one of the cards that seems truly poignant (aside: if you want one too, let me know and I will email you about the website. That way, I get more free readings!)
When Judgment appears in this position, you lack confidence in your infinite interior life. You seem to believe that everyone else's being is divine and yours is not. That you lack belief in your own worth, rightness and immortality is the very last veil that keeps you from reunion with your greater self.
You can pull this thin, transparent veil aside by choosing wholeness over fragmentation and obscurity. When the veil parts, you will feel it like a thunderclap, a trumpet blast. Your infinite being awaits your acceptance so it can bless you with all the powers and gifts you already naturally possess but may not be aware of.
Bring it on, baby. I'm sick of feeling this way